2019- First post

Just to make sure that you know I'm still alive, I write lah today (lol as if you never seen my instastories)

It's mid-April now and so far 2019 treats me better than last year.

I am happier now.
Healthier.
Tougher, even.
Mentally, physically.

It's not like bad things never happen from day 1 or what, it's just like, it's not as bad as last year's.

I learnt how to accept things wholeheartedly but still cried, though.

I started to be rational again like I used to back in those days and yes, life is so much better this way.

Mama and I are in a new level of best friend that we are inseparable and super clingy because we have to call each other almost every day, even if the calls are only last for 50 seconds.

Happy to realize that the monsters inside my mind now can no longer control my life.

I keep seeing good people and wow doh, is this the sweetness of life that I missed all these years when there's so little toxic happening to you? Like, wow ok I need to detox my mind even more now.

So, okay. Tu je lah kut. Nak bagitau life is good je haha